You

I look in your eyes
and what do I see?
A spark of love
in your heart for me.

I see a woman, a lover, a friend.
I see the grace of a bird on the wind.
I see the angel that fulfills my deepest dreams.
I see my hope and my future.

My hope that our love will not burn out.
My hope that our passion never fades away.
My hope that true love really does exist for me.

You ask me what I see
when I look into your eyes.
I see ocean waters,
I see blue skies.
I see forever and I see right now.
I see a reflection of my own heart.
I see the way I feel, staring back at me.
I see....
You..

A Prayer from Me

God,
I don’t pray much
But I’m praying now
Even if it’s just in typed words

God,
I’m worried
Please give me the knowledge to guide her
Please give me the strength to help her
I need the strength to keep her safe

God,
I’ve been a good person
I’ve tried my best to do what’s right

God,
Please take care of her
Give her the shelter she needs
Please, God
Watch over her
Watch over me
I’ve been so scared
Please take care of us
I know You exist, surely You must love us
Don’t let anything happen
We’ve both been hurt so many times before
Please don’t let it happen again

God,
If You love me
If You love her,
Comfort us with Your hands
Guide us with Your hands
These are troubled times for us
God,
If you’re there
Please listen

Happily ever after....

We’ve spent so much time together
Months, weeks, days, hours
I gave them all to you
Just to have you around me
To talk, laugh, love, kiss, hug
I cherish every moment I’ve shared with you

Even though time sometimes seems to pass incredibly slow
Looking back at it,
It’s funny how it’s gone by so fast
I can’t come to think of how long we’re together now
Still a couple, after all this time
It’s what I’m proud of, yet it is also what scares me

I’m so proud of who we are
How we love each other for such a long time now
How we can laugh and be together
Yet also have the deepest conversations
How I feel safe and trusted with you
How I love you, like I’ve never loved before

Or will I never lose you
Will we stay together. Always...
Will you love me forever
And will I love you back, forevermore.
Could it be like a fairytale
Happily ever after.

I shouldn’t be worrying about something as beautiful as our love
I ought not to be afraid of losing you
But the thing is: I love you.
And I really can’t think of living without you
You’re a part of my life now
Just, as I hope to be a part of yours too.

I know I’m not making it any easier
In fact, my doubting is turning me crazy
And I believe, it’s doing the same to you
I will stop my doubt
It’s just that I needed this
To realize how strong we are together.

Please think of my worrying,
As a rather unpleasant exposure of love
Because that’s the only reason for me doing what I do
I’m just a person, in love with you
To me, you’re the most wonderful thing in the world
You’re the love, I’ve always wished for...

My Oath

I found you in one of the most odd places

But you were sent from up above

I would of never guessed

You were my angel in disguise

All the things you've done for me

I can no longer hide

So this is my thanks and

This is my oath



"I will forever love you so"



T.A

All I Need

I heard your heart sing to my ear
Get close, the symphony is clear
As we ride off into the dark
So fast that we could catch the stars

Those hands they move with quickness
Hide my eyes for I am a witness
To this jungle we live in
But I have you to ease the pain

Nowhere, no destination
No one, no destiny cause
I have you and only you
And that's all I need to survive

No way, no crying baby
No how, no time for maybes
I have you and only you
And that's all I need to survive

Walk slow take two steps toward the edge
Just look take in the images
And watch the speeding cars like ants
Reach out and grab them with your hand

At night say thank you to the moon
For coming out this afternoon
While I kept everything inside
All truth, all sweet, sad, and bad lies

Nowhere, no destination
No one, no destiny cause
I have you and only you
And that's all I need to survive

No way, no crying baby
No how, no time for maybes
I have you and only you
And that's all I need to survive

Just try to save one kiss for me
We've done it more but let's make believe
Like we've never touched in the past
That way this one's good as the last

So sweet I have to take a breath
I'll hold onto till the end
We both have something better than
Romance, it shows when we slow dance

Nowhere, no destination
No one, no destiny cause
I have you and only you
And that's all I need to survive

No way, no crying baby
No how, no time for maybes
I have you and only you
And that's all I need to survive

Step foot inside of me
Love grows like apple trees
I have you and only you
And that's all I need to survive

Sing with your heart to me again
We love like sunlight bathes the sand
I have you and only you
And that's all I need to survive

You're all that I need to survive

I'm through trying ....

I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
There's no point


I'm through wanting
I'm through dreaming
I'm through dancing
Give it up right now
It's time


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
It isn't good enough
The things that I do
I'm so fucked up


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
I want nothing now
But to wither away
Live the rest of my life
In depression and dismay
I've got it good I know that is true
Then again I've also got it bad, you've said so


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through drying
I'm through trying
To do anything anymore
Specially to communicate
To people and love because nothing I do
Is right anymore


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dyin
I'm through tryin
I ain't cry
No more


I am not suffering
Tear me to shreds
Rip me apart
Make me bleed
Punch me tonight
Hurt me right now because I know I deserve it
More then anybody else


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying


I'm through wanting
The things I'll never have
Nobody will be here
Nobody will come


Must face the fact
I'm all alone
Must face the fact
It'll always be that way


Living each day
In my reverie


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
There's nothing left
Maybe I should really die


I hate my life,
I hate my life...
Don't tell me
I ain't right
don't give me a lecture
Stating your life
Saying it's worst


And I ain't got a right
Cause that doesn't help
It doesn't make things better
I'm sick of it
I want nothing more
Then to die with a bruise


Hate me
Hurt me
Despise me
Fear me
Destroy me


Go right ahead
I don't care anymore
I'm already dead
I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying


So run away
Like they always do
Like they always did
Leave me alone
To rot in my head


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying

There isn't any point
To feel these emotions
The tears on my face
There's no point to them
Cold as a stone
Ice as a brick


Throw it at me
And hit me in the head


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
I'm through falling...


But let me be with her all alone....

LIfe is like a Dream...

Life is like a dream to me
What is here today
Is gone tommorrow
It's faded into memory
Life is like a dream
A giant reverie


For what I see today
Will be a faded memory tommorrow
What I feel right now
Will seep through and become sorrow
What I care for will eventually change
Who I care for might do the same
Life is like a dream to me


What exist in the present time
Will dissapear into the whisper of my mind
Life is like a dream to me
I feel like I've got wings
For the things that have happened just earlier
Are now in my memories
What is here today
Is gone tommorrow
It's faded into recollections
Life is like a dream
A giant reverie


A hopeless, lost, and confused dream
Wanderless
Life is like a dream to me
What's here will fade away
And I will continue walking down
My path my sorrows pain
I'll kick the dirt from underneth
My water soaked feet
And I'll look up once again at the Passing yellow moon
And dream of the stars


As once was before
And I'll run through the grassy fields
Of my dreams
To wake up once again tommorrow
And do the same


Life is like a dream to me
It never stays the same
For what we see today right now, will be a memory


A reverie a hopelessness
A place where we don't belong
Life is like a dream to me
Forever, tonight is so long....