Kamis, 29 November 2007

I'm through trying ....

I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
There's no point


I'm through wanting
I'm through dreaming
I'm through dancing
Give it up right now
It's time


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
It isn't good enough
The things that I do
I'm so fucked up


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
I want nothing now
But to wither away
Live the rest of my life
In depression and dismay
I've got it good I know that is true
Then again I've also got it bad, you've said so


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through drying
I'm through trying
To do anything anymore
Specially to communicate
To people and love because nothing I do
Is right anymore


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dyin
I'm through tryin
I ain't cry
No more


I am not suffering
Tear me to shreds
Rip me apart
Make me bleed
Punch me tonight
Hurt me right now because I know I deserve it
More then anybody else


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying


I'm through wanting
The things I'll never have
Nobody will be here
Nobody will come


Must face the fact
I'm all alone
Must face the fact
It'll always be that way


Living each day
In my reverie


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
There's nothing left
Maybe I should really die


I hate my life,
I hate my life...
Don't tell me
I ain't right
don't give me a lecture
Stating your life
Saying it's worst


And I ain't got a right
Cause that doesn't help
It doesn't make things better
I'm sick of it
I want nothing more
Then to die with a bruise


Hate me
Hurt me
Despise me
Fear me
Destroy me


Go right ahead
I don't care anymore
I'm already dead
I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying


So run away
Like they always do
Like they always did
Leave me alone
To rot in my head


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying

There isn't any point
To feel these emotions
The tears on my face
There's no point to them
Cold as a stone
Ice as a brick


Throw it at me
And hit me in the head


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
I'm through falling...


But let me be with her all alone....

LIfe is like a Dream...

Life is like a dream to me
What is here today
Is gone tommorrow
It's faded into memory
Life is like a dream
A giant reverie


For what I see today
Will be a faded memory tommorrow
What I feel right now
Will seep through and become sorrow
What I care for will eventually change
Who I care for might do the same
Life is like a dream to me


What exist in the present time
Will dissapear into the whisper of my mind
Life is like a dream to me
I feel like I've got wings
For the things that have happened just earlier
Are now in my memories
What is here today
Is gone tommorrow
It's faded into recollections
Life is like a dream
A giant reverie


A hopeless, lost, and confused dream
Wanderless
Life is like a dream to me
What's here will fade away
And I will continue walking down
My path my sorrows pain
I'll kick the dirt from underneth
My water soaked feet
And I'll look up once again at the Passing yellow moon
And dream of the stars


As once was before
And I'll run through the grassy fields
Of my dreams
To wake up once again tommorrow
And do the same


Life is like a dream to me
It never stays the same
For what we see today right now, will be a memory


A reverie a hopelessness
A place where we don't belong
Life is like a dream to me
Forever, tonight is so long....

The Poem of Unconditional Love

I love you for you
Always for you
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
I still love you

Love you for you
So dear
Promise me you'll raise above
Get better
I believe in you
I love you
Love you for you
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
I still love you
Love you for you
So please
Get better
Little one

I believe in you
I still love you
Love you for you
Always for you
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
I still love you

Love you for you
No matter what you say
No matter what you do
I still love you
Love you for you

Through Human Eyes....

What is it like to be human?
To be one of the species who destroys the world
And yet also to live with such an intelligence


That animals do not understand nor are capable of what is it like to know a world
Where people of your species rape each other


And where all the laws of nature are incorrect
Against this and that, of human nature
What is it like to be the forsakened creature


Known as the human being
Who for so long down graded others of their race
And the opposite gender of the gender in the term mankind



What is it like to know the world through human eyes....?
Through human eyes....

Beautiful species you say ?

All the artwork that is made to represent us then why do we destroy and take everything ?


So many other things have suffered and lost because of us
There's a rain forest being burned and destroyed
Every second we live every moment that we live....


Five people are born although only two die...
There are those of our species suffering
In what we call third world countries


But we don't do much to change things.
We live our selfish lives.Taking everything we see and destroying the things we've left behind.


Beautiful angels ?
Beautiful people ?
Kindness ?

Yeah right...!!


There's so much more to the dark side, than there is to the light.
Children are born with an innocence of not knowing anything bad.
But it gets ripped and torn from their small fragile hands.
Mental illnesses engoulf the world
But may I ask...
If they were truely so very bad....
Then why would our minds develope them in the first place ?
Corruption.


Even murder is an instinct, that other animals have.
Why do our laws state it's bad ?
Civilized you say ?
Then why must people suffer every day.

Little food if theres no money. No shoes, no clothes.
Burning down the streets because there's no more room...


Fires and arson, and the death of innocent pigeons and species who walked our path.
Are we really what we make ourselves out to be.....?


Beautiful, beautiful human beings...?
Sing a lullaby, and lull me to sleep....

Take My Dream..

Falling over the path I sway
Wandering why I can't change my ways
Dreaming of a brighter future


One without this heart break
One without this hurt
One that isn't so grey
One that has a rain brown
To bring me that smiling, shining day
Falling over the path I sway


Thinking and dreaming
Someday there will be a place where I belong
Someday there will be a canyon that I can sing my song
Someday there will be a starlight medow where I can play
Someday o' Someday


To bring me that bitter happiness
That is so desire
To bring me that untained heart
That is so bitter
There will be eventually


A person place or thing that can bring me
Happiness
Hope
Despair
And all of that
No more shall I continue down


This overly melodramatic path
And then the people that I am close to
Will not start to despise me
And then the people that I am close to
Will not start to hate me
And then the people that I am close to
Will engulf me in their hugs and kisses
And praise me


Someday there will be that
Bright warm sunny day
Where I won't have to suffer
Alone by myself again
To be in a gentle breeze
On a warm summer day
In the arms of the person
Who will take my dreams away