I'm through trying ....

I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
There's no point


I'm through wanting
I'm through dreaming
I'm through dancing
Give it up right now
It's time


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
It isn't good enough
The things that I do
I'm so fucked up


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
I want nothing now
But to wither away
Live the rest of my life
In depression and dismay
I've got it good I know that is true
Then again I've also got it bad, you've said so


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through drying
I'm through trying
To do anything anymore
Specially to communicate
To people and love because nothing I do
Is right anymore


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dyin
I'm through tryin
I ain't cry
No more


I am not suffering
Tear me to shreds
Rip me apart
Make me bleed
Punch me tonight
Hurt me right now because I know I deserve it
More then anybody else


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying


I'm through wanting
The things I'll never have
Nobody will be here
Nobody will come


Must face the fact
I'm all alone
Must face the fact
It'll always be that way


Living each day
In my reverie


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
There's nothing left
Maybe I should really die


I hate my life,
I hate my life...
Don't tell me
I ain't right
don't give me a lecture
Stating your life
Saying it's worst


And I ain't got a right
Cause that doesn't help
It doesn't make things better
I'm sick of it
I want nothing more
Then to die with a bruise


Hate me
Hurt me
Despise me
Fear me
Destroy me


Go right ahead
I don't care anymore
I'm already dead
I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying


So run away
Like they always do
Like they always did
Leave me alone
To rot in my head


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying

There isn't any point
To feel these emotions
The tears on my face
There's no point to them
Cold as a stone
Ice as a brick


Throw it at me
And hit me in the head


I'm through falling
I'm through caring
I'm through dying
I'm through trying
I'm through falling...


But let me be with her all alone....